Changes

I never realized how much my wedding started to feel like a weight and major stress. Between hurting my shoulder at work and doing treatments then Tyler's upcoming graduation from marine air wing school I felt our wedding was rushed and wouldn't be what I planned. Then I realized how little I even cared...... I wanted my marriage and the wedding didn't matter. So we eloped. We went to the courthouse and were married by the court. It was nothing like the wedding I was planning and yet it was completely perfect. I walked out married to my best friend. Now since I married military I had a lot of paperwork to fill out and turn in right away. Then I got to enjoy my weekend with my hubby. We are still planning a ceremony where I can wear my gorgeous dress but this ceremony will be much more low key than before. I'm thinking only family and a few friends at my moms house. But it no longer causes me anxiety to think about. Instead I get to focus on our move to his next station in June most likely. I'm so excited to start our life together.