I am well aware that Thanksgiving was a few days ago. I have just been in a funk lately. This year is the first since we started dating that we have spent it apart. Its lonely even in a room full of people. I am not excited about spending time with his family without him for Christmas and not excited about Christmas in general. For me my gift from Santa will be getting T back in January.
Now just because I'm in a funk doesn't mean I'm not thankful. I am thankful for the job I have, being able to go back to school in January, and my family and friends. I am also thankful that T has found his dream job and that he's doing so well in basic. We are both happily working towards our dreams but we aren't together which sucks. I will be even more thankful when he has a cellphone again so I can call or text him.
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